Venting Confessions

FML

Right now my life ** **. Im 16. I am kinda short. Not good looking. And terrible around women. At this age im sure u older people know that women r everything. Im not a perv. But i really want a gf. Just somone to hold and love and spend time with... (more)

Emotions

I get so mad that i punch myself, i have had bruises all over my face, i have hit myself so hard that i could't see right.
ever since i was little i imagined beatting my head into concrete.
i feel like people judge me so badly that i just need to break my fingers. at moments i bend my fingers then get scared at the last moment, i have almost... (more)

Where art thou father?

Well according to my mother I need my father. But I have been doing ** fine without him! Who told him to leave us for that **? He could've stayed and then he wouldn't have gotten arrested for possession and I wouldnt have been so (more)

Stress Relief

I use weed as a stress relief and im a teen..... -_-

Escape Myself

I like the idea of being ** or kidnapped....maybe because I crave attention? I don't feel like anyone ever pays attetion. All I do is sit on this computer wishing I had someone to talk to. My one best friend likes my sister more than me and now they are best friends...kind of. I don't socialize well... (more)

Alone

At school everyone thinks that I'm happy and peppy. Or nerdy. But no one knows that when I'm alone I turn my tv up so no one hears me cry over how ugly and unattractive I am.

I lied.

I know this will never reach your eyes, and it's not my intention for it to. I don't intend to change where we are now, because we were poisonous. How ever, I spent a long time wanting validity from you. I know you lied to me, and I know you never cared about me, but I just wanted to hear it from your mouth. I also spent quite a little while hurt... (more)

Cake

Nothing hurts my feelings more than when I bake something for you and you don't compliment me on it. I'm always baking you cakes, pies, cookies, pastries, and all sorts of tasty things because a) I know I'm good at it and b) I like doing nice things for you.
And I know it's not because the food is bad. Everyone else compliments me on it, and... (more)

The Mob

I love the mob! I would love to be with an Italian mob.I love how they kill plp in the most craziest way. That is so ** to me. I love how they talk. The way they spoil their wives & girlfriends. I would love to be with an Italian mob. A lot of plp don't know this.

My greatest fear

I was once asked, a very long time ago, what my greatest fear was. I gave a ** answer, mostly because I didn't have a concrete answer ready. However, there was also a small part of me that was afraid to answer.
That part of me seems to have grown and grown, and now I am forced to acknowledge... (more)

Blah

I've never been in any relationship. I don't even have any friends at the moment. Pretty much, my life has been full of family issues and loneliness. When I tell people that I don't want to be alone, they act like I'm weak or a wimp or something. But look at them, They have been in relationships. They have girlfriends and people to just hang out... (more)

Lies

I am lying consistently and I'm pretty sure the noose is coming up. I don't tell anybody how bad I feel because I know nothing will happen. I really wish I had the courage to suicide. Or access to a gun.

I'm no designer

That I don't have any skills in actual graphic design. I went to school for it, thinking that I did, but in reality, my skills are extremely limited. It ** because I know what I'm good at, but I also know that I'll never be able to work in the field that I'm good at. I feel like I wasted four years... (more)

Now i finally know

I used to think about killing myself a lot when i was a teenager...then as i got older i began to think 'get over yourself, its a big beautiful world and you must have something to give'. now i've got older again, made some mistakes that will be part of me forever and i want to kill myself again. this time i don't think i'll change my mind.

I stole it

I stole your food from the fridge ludwig!

I HATE HER!

Okay here's the thing my best friend is mean. Ever since we've been friends she doesn't do anything but insult me. "I have horrible hair, I wear too much black, I can't sing, my boyfriends fat." that's all I hear day after day. The other day at lunch my other friend sat in her seat and she got all **... (more)

Why do I try?

There have been times when I thought to myself
"Why do you try?"
No matter what, I'm the same old guy
The one who loved you without control
The one whose heart has a gaping hole
I used to say to you
I'll never leave you
I won't lie to you
I'll always tell the truth
I kept my promise and didn't lie
And won't until I die
But it... (more)

Please just hear me

I remember saying no, i dont want to, this isnt fun.he would tell me to be quiet and if i did this i would be cool. he was nine and i was five. was it really abuse then? i dont know. the first time it happend he put his tongue down my throat. i couldnt stand it, it was horrible. after it was over he told me never to tell. he made his sister who... (more)

Good child.

I've begun to really resent my position as the "favorite" of my aunt's nephews and nieces. She has no kids, and my mom isn't really in the picture, so we've become surrogates for each other. It's great, but now things are changing.
I hate having to put on this fake act of being an overachieving, well-mannered girl. I want to make mistakes, fall... (more)

I'm A Prostitute

I'm a prostitute. I've been a prostitute since getting laid off in January. I don't prostitute myself often, but that doesn't change the fact that I am.
I don't feel dirty about it, and I don't see anything wrong with it, but I definitely don't enjoy it because a) it's dangerous, and b)I hate the clients, they're gross and I have to fake it. ... (more)

Well

Tried cocaine for the first time last night kinda liked it...and no im not a drug addict

Purification time

I think people are a blight. small children are ok for a while but then they get ruined too. when the human race is wiped out the world will be a better place. In the mean time I will do my best to pretend to give a **.

Because I Said "NO"

Everything was good & well until I didn't want to have **. Then you showed your true colors. You got on top of me, snatched off my red shorts & ramped yourself in me. I screamed & tried to push you off me. You were too strong & too rough. I couldn't get u to move so I just layed there. Tears rolling down... (more)

I dont understand

I don't understand how you could have a daughter who live a few min away from you & don't bother to see her. I don't understand how you have my number but never call. I don't understand how you could let yrs go by without a happy B-Day, Merry Christmas,Happy Thanksgivng or Happy New Year. I don't understand how my grandma could get really sick &... (more)

For what?

You was my first & I thought you loved me as much as I loved you. I was too deep in love & couldn't see the wrong you were doing. You were sweet at 1st. All of a sudden,you started hitting me, throwing me & belittling me. You even looked at me str8 in the eyes & put your pistol right in my face. For what? No reason. I never did anything but loved... (more)

My sister was my best friend

She changed when she said people followed her. She changed when she ran out into the dark at night scaring me as my mom screamed and chased after her. She changed when she didn't remember anything. She changed when stopped speaking. She changed when she urinated on herself because she couldn't go the the bathroom. She changed when she looked at me... (more)

This sickens me

I try to be a good person but when I read all the sick ** on this site I think... why bother? I think I'll stop visiting this site.

Why are people so stupid/selfish?

Why do they marry and cheat and claim they love their partners? Or why do they accept violence and stay with partners who hurt their children? Why do they only think of themselves, and ignore what they do to other people? Why do people do that? How can they think it's OK to be that way, how can they still look in the mirror at morning?
Why would... (more)

I Hate Your Crazy Girlfriend

I hate my roommates new girlfriend... and I'm not alone...NO ONE LIKES HER! At all...not even a little bit...
I don't understand how he does not see the ** storm of crazy that is this 5 second relationship. She is judgmental and bitchy and she is going to ruin his life. I hate that she prances... (more)

Tired of having Zero Friends

I am turning eighteen very soon. I dropped out of school because I was constantly being harassed , due to my past decisions. It really hurts to know that I have no friends. I dropped out of school months ago. I never leave the house. I live in Ohio. And really, It really wears me down to know I have no one to fall back on when I need it. How can... (more)

Songs

All songs now are just 13 year olds singing about their own crappy love life and how they want their ** gf back. Comment if you agree or not.

I WANT TO BE THAT GIRL

I like a guy who cant get over his ex!! we like talk eevryday at school and i want to just kiss him and make him shut up! but he goes on nd on about who he isnt gunna get her back and he ends up crying. it makes my heart heavy and i feel bad for him bc i dont want him to cry. its SOOOOO sweet that he does tho. but i cant help it I wanna be the... (more)

** girls

My thoughts on girls, they are idiot smart-** that get whatever they want whenever they want it and get away with anything. Guys get blamed for ** they didn't do.
Now ppl in the comments will call me gay and say theyre guys, they are girls who think i... (more)

Kinda Long, Go for it..

I hate seeing everybody around me so happy and living without a care in the world. I'm only 14 and get the whole concept that I have my whole life to worry about things like this but I have no one to turn to. I can’t talk to anyone because I’m afraid to be judged; I cut constantly just to know that suicide isn't my only other option. I don't... (more)

My Brother

The reason I'm so angry at him is because he is a loser who never even step foot in college... got a GED because my parents who have worked hard their whole life, spent over 1 million dollars in private schools and all sorts of other ** for him made him get a GED. He makes me so angry I've destroyed... (more)

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