Health Confessions

Why do smell so bad

Lets take a minute and use this thread to try and figure out why ** stink so horribly. I'm sure you know the smell.......sort of a mixture of greasy unwashed ** ** and cheap cologne.
Why do you think it... (more)

Told them i wont take ** anymore from anyone

I don't know how this happened but i ended up getting a crush and falling for my gyno, there was this big dispute just cuz i rang him on his mobile and left a few texts when i was seriously sick he was making out he cared and could fit me in an emergency appointment and over xmas i was so sick with serotonin dropping and bizarre things happening... (more)

Getting wife to smoke

My wife used to smoke a half pack a day of Marlboro Reds. I loved to see her smoke. She is so ** when she smokes. I selfishly wanted her to smoke more. I smoke a pack a day, same brand. So what I started to do was every time I lit up, and I made sure she wasn't smoking at the time, I lit one for her... (more)

** to be

I want to become a **, because of the physical pain my testicles put me in.Drug treatment has failed. Because of this, I'm considering lifestyle changes which for me maybe radical.

Weight

Lately I have enjoyed the idea and process of gaining weight. I'm a 22 yo guy and I currently weigh about 265. I take pictures of myself so I can see my progress. I'm starting to grow big ** and my stomach hangs over my pants.

**

I masterbated really badly and it was hurting and i bled a bit. i felt sick and crampy afterwards and worried about all the blood. i know i should not do it but sometimes i need to let it out.

My oddness

I am odd. Everything must be just so or I don't like it. Maybe not neat, but just so. I freak out easily if somebody tries to change my system, such as laying my jacket on the floor beside my shoes, setting my pjs in the bathroom on the toilet lid. I am socially awkward and just avoid awkward situations all together. I get nervous and shaky... (more)

What's wrong with me - PLEASE HELP

Ok so I'm a 15 yr old girl (thought u should know this cuz idk if being a teenager has something to do with this). I get really anxious with most of the things I do. I'm quite a confident person (for a teenager) but I've recently been getting more and more anxious. I do suffer from anxiety and panick attacks but it has been getting worse. I used... (more)

Recurring Nightmare

I have mental health issues. I appear ok usually and basically I act ok around people. Its when I'm sleeping the dreams can be horrible.
Many of these nightmares are the same kinds of dreams everybody has from time to time. Getting lost and not being able to find your way home. Not being able to locate your car in a strange place... (more)

I love gaining weight and getting fatter.

I've always been a little bit chubby but within the last year I decided to just say ** it because I know I'll never be thin. I was originally really tiny at 120 and 5'0", but now I've ballooned up and at 230 pounds I've gained over 100 pounds more and I'm still trying to get fatter. I love stepping... (more)

Stop the booze

Too much drinking... What began as a glass of wine a day has led to a lowball glass of scotch whiskey per. day. Putting a cork in it today (12/13/14) before it gets out of hand. I know this is not good for my health as I have a high liver enzyme count and need to abstain from alcohol. It is also not good for my mind, which needs to be sharp and... (more)

I love getting fatter

I just love being fat and slowly getting fatter. I've always been a big girl but really got into being a fatty right after high school. I guess it was the sudden lack of peer pressure, just my friends who didn't care how much I weighed. I have steadily been gaining about 10-12 pounds a year--nothing dramatic, just steadily. I was right around 200... (more)

I'm scared of my own mind

I'm scared of my own mind. Sometimes I sit and listen to music on the bus or something and I'm literally terrified to relax because of what my mind will start to think about. The same happens when I sleep. That's why I go to bed so late. I'm 15 girl by the way. I do get to sleep but it's hard and most of the time I'm tired but scared to be alone... (more)

I am in therapy, but my problem is getting worse

I have been going to therapy for my self harm or cutting as most people know it as. I am 12 years old, and since therapy, it got worse. I am thinking about deep cuts to the bone, asking the gods to save me from me when I am alone. I think about killing myself sometimes, and I am pretty sure cutting is what kept me away from that. I really need... (more)

I like my Taste

When I **, I usually don't ** myself, but even so, my hand gets really wet from all the juices that build.
I have started sucking my fingers right before I **, tasting and feeling the (more)

I was recently diagnosed woth COPD

When my doctor xrayed my lungs during a routine exam for asthma he discovered lung damage. He asked me if I had ever smoked and I told him no.
The doctor told me he saw COPD damage to my lungs and boy do I feel gypped. I never put a ** cigarette or cigar or pipe in my mouth my whole life. ... (more)

My girlfriend

I wonder if she's been abused or something? Every time we have ** she gets this dead look on her face and doesn't look me in the eye. When I ask her what's up she says nothing and that she's nothing and to make her numb. Whenever I tell her I love her she says not to... is it just me?

Alcoholic

Alcoholism has left me friendless and impotent. I'm 26...

Smoking while pregnant

I am 7 months pregnant, and I have been smoking during my whole pregnancy. I feel so guilty but my addiction gets the best of me. I know I should quit for my baby and her health. But I just can't stop! everytime I tell me boyfriend in quitting he convinces me to get another pack because we share. he is enabling me..

I hate fake **

Woman,
Those natural ** of yours are fantastic. Quit mutilating your body. We love those natural **.
** where they are supposed to be, soft and (more)

I suffer from chronic anxiety

I watched a movie called 'The Bridge". The movie is about people jumping off of the bridge committing suicide. I don't live anywhere near San Francisco but if I did I'm sure I'd just go there and jump the ** off.
I have a choice of anxiety or meds and the meds make me feel like (more)

**

I may be pregnant. False positives are a thing, right?

Don't give a **

I don't give a ** about my type one diabetus I stoped careing within 3 months of getting the news the thing is I don't want to spend a lifetime pokeing myself for blood every time it eat I want the enjoy the life I have left not worrying what I eat ( I'm still a teen so I'm still alive and well when... (more)

Suicide

I've thought about killing myself so many times it makes me sad. I've tried maybe twice....and I still think about doing it still. I don't think I could ever do it just because I know how much I would hurt my mom and sister.....but I'm so unhappy in life, I just don't want to live...

Allow my daughter to smoke

My husband and I are both heavy smokers. My 11 year old daughter was smoking in her room when I unexpectedly walked in on her. After the awkward moment passed, we talked and found out she has been smoking for nearly half a year and is addicted. I told her it was OK for her to smoke. I feel a bit guilty but not too much, for some reason. My husband... (more)

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Smoking and pregnant

OK, so I think I'm beating a dead horse, but I think I am the fourth post about being pregnant and still smoking. 4 months, and smoking at least 1 pack a day, and don't care to quit anytime in this century. i agree with all of the previous posters on this subject; there is absolutely nothing wrong with smoking while pregnant. I've done it twice... (more)

Addicted to cutting?

I think I am addicted to cutting. I don't know if I'm depressed or anything but when I feel down I mentally tell myself off for being a bad person then cut myself but recently I don't even need to feel that down, I just do it. Like today was a pretty good day for me. I was actually pretty happy! I did feel a little guilty tho but I'm still in an... (more)

Paranoid or Not

This year I was introduced to marijuana. So I've been smoking. It went from every other month, to ever other week, to every other day.
It's not an addiction. I only smoke when it's offered.
However, during the time I've been smoking, a lot of things have been revealed to me. I'm confused whether I should believe them or not, because on one... (more)

Depression?

I don't think I have depression because I don't want to overdramatise this. I'm 15 and it all started when I got anxiety attacks more and more often. I'd always had them, my mother isn't the best. We have an awful relationship and it's just been going downhill fast ever since she hit me. I hit back and felt guilty but at the same time I felt numb... (more)

I Don't Have An Appetite Anymore

I don't like to eat anymore. I just don't want to and I end up falling asleep when I get home from school. Its the end of the night and I ate half a Cinnamon bun and two pop tarts. I just finished a can of Mountain Dew. Other than that, I don't really eat. I don't do it to get skinny I don't really care how I look, but I just can't eat. My stomach... (more)

Sick and tired

I've been sick for a year. In pain alot. The doctors are stupid and can't figure it out. I'm afraid I'm dying and they don't know it. The pain is more than I can handle and they give me no pain meds and no hope for a cure.

My ** is broken ?

I'm a sixteen year old girl, and the boy im with now was my first boyfriend ever. So he was also the one to ever do anything sexual to me, like **. The first time he did it and all the times after felt so amazingly good, and oral felt really nice as well. I would finish every single time. But... (more)

I tried

I tried killing myself on Sunday night but failed, I managed to ** my way out of it and everyone thinks I had an accident. It was pretty serious and everyone can't understand how it happened. It's made me even more distant and I don't feel a connection with anyone anymore, I hate feeling this way... (more)

Do I have depression

I felt like I happy; I was the girl who tried hard in school, was energetic, had friends, had a good relationship with her family, was sociable, and was satisfied with her life. Despite having a father behind prison bars (I love him and frequently visit him), moving frequently due to my mom's unemployment (shes studying for school; were really... (more)

Problem with my Maternal Insticts

I want children one day. However, I don't think I could love a child who was mentally retarded, even if it were mine. If my husband and I were to get pregnant on purpose, and then see on the ultrasound that it had Down's syndrome or something, I'd abort it without a second thought.

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